
CONVERSATION
WITH LORD KRISHNA
I
recently had a delightful conversation with Lord
Krishna, the eighth incarnation of Lord Maha
Vishnu.
The
conversation has been in a dialogue form and the same is presented below.
The
conversation did not take place in a particular order.
* * * *
That
day I went for a morning walk. I was walking through a beautiful garden. The
trees, the leaves, the creepers, the flowers, the fruits and the greenery
greeted me with love and affection. I made enquiries with the buds, blossoming
flowers and have observed the nature around.
Just
then the spring has set in. The cuckoos are singing hiding here and there after
eating the tender mango leaves. The birds made pleasing and harmonious sounds.
The cool morning breeze has touched me gently and made me feel better. The sun
is rising in the east. When I am experiencing pleasantness and am joyful, I saw
a figure under a mango tree appear before me.
‘Kasturi tilaka’ is on His forehead. He
has worn ‘Pitaambara’. A garland made
of “mandaara”flowers is gracing His
neck. Peacock feather is gleaming on His head. The tender bamboo stick touched
by His rosy lips is playing melodiously the ‘Bhoopala raaga’. Adorned like this, appeared before me the sky-blue
complexioned God; the Lord who takes care of you and me; the venerated spouse
of Goddess Lakshmi. He became the
vision that filled my eyes.
I
ran towards Him like a released arrow with excitement, eagerness and joy. I
reached Him and fell at his feet like a flower. My hands touched His
lotus-feet. Raising my head, I looked at Mukunda.
My eyes became tearful. Tears rolled down my cheeks. With tears of joy I washed
the feet of the Lord. My excitement subsided. I became cheerful.
Looks
expressing devotion as leaves, affectionate salute with folded hands as sweet
fruits, the chant of Narayana astaakshari
as water and heart filled with love for Him as flowers, I offered the Lord and
worshipped Him.
He
smeared my body with His hands, wiped out my tears and comforted me like my
beloved and caressed me like mother. I closed my eyes in delight and enjoyed
the hug of the Lord like a child. With the touch of Narayana, I experienced inexplicable bliss.
Then I spoke to the Lord:
You
make us speak; you make us learn the alphabet, the language, the sciences, the
arts and skills, and the tatva; you
make us compose poetic works; you feast us all with the delights of our
chanting your name. In which sequence of words shall I sing your glory my Lord,
so that I am happy and you are delighted?
You
create all the tunes and fill the universe with melodious sounds. Nature
overflows with joy by listening to your musical notes. How shall I sing your
praise, in what raaga, except with anuraaga!
I
do not observe any austerities. I do not know what meditation is. Mantra and tantra, I never heard about. Though my mind is always counseling to
chant your name always, I am neglecting because of my laziness. Due to lack of
discrimination I am unable to distinguish between the right and the wrong. In
such a state of mind, I am unable to retain your form in my mind. Take care of
me, Oh! Savior of Gajendra!
Then Lord Krishna spoke
enchantingly:
I
am you and you are I. There is no difference between us. Can you differentiate
between water and water? In quality and essence you and I are same. Feel free
with me.
Then the following conversation
has taken place between me and Lord Krishna.
* * * * *
I:
I have some questions to ask you.
Lord
Krishna: Proceed.
I:
Many human-beings are either unable to show love and affection to their kith
and kin, and near and dear, or fellow human and living beings, but are devoted
to You deeply. Do You accept such devotion?
Lord
Krishna: No. One must love and show affection to one’s kith and kin, and near
and dear and fellow living beings first. Then they can be devoted to Me. I
approve of and accept such devotion only. Neglecting near and dear ones and
claiming as my devotee will not make one spiritual and such persons are not
dear to Me.
I:
What is our best prayer to You?
Lord
Krishna: Your compassionate behavior towards fellow human beings, living beings
and concern for the conservation of nature, is the best prayer to Me.
I:
We have among us genuine devotees, enlightened spiritual persons and also
fundamentalists in all religions. How is it You all Gods are tolerating the
dastardly acts of the fundamentalists?
Lord
Krishna: We, all Gods of all religions are like sun light, water, air, earth which
sprout and sustain any kind of seed, and both crop and weed are allowed to grow
simultaneously.
I:
Why won’t you Gods remove the weed so that the crop is saved?
Lord
Krishna: Just as the removal of the weed is the duty and in the interest of the
farmer, so also to eliminate fundamentalists is the duty of the rulers in the
interest of the societies. Just as when farmer fails in his duty, sunlight,
water, air and earth can not be found fault with and blamed; so also the
failure in duty of rulers can not become basis to find fault with Gods and
blame them for the acts of the fundamentalists.
And
a superior only guides and counsels, and will be insprring the subordinates to
act. Superior acts when the subordinate fails in his duty; that any way I am and
other Gods are doing from times immemorial. The subordinate has to be conscious
of one’s duty. You can not expect the superior only to act always. It is
neither possible nor advisable/desirable.
II
I:
To whom do You belong?
Lord
Krishna: We, the Gods of all religions belong to the creation as a whole.
I:
Do You, the Gods of religions take care of persons of respective faith only or
you take care of every one irrespective of one’s faith?
Lord
Krishna: We do not segregate persons into faiths and take care of them. Any of
Us will take care of any person of any faith and We are never confined to the
denominations created.
I:
But the religious preachers of various religions claim that their respective
Gods alone can and will save the faithful and force us to join that faith and also
talk derogatorily about Gods of other religions.
Lord
Krishna: It is their innocence and foolishness.
I:
Why You have created so many religions?
Lord
Krishna: I have a question for you. Why have You created so many languages?
I:
They have just evolved.
Lord
Krishna: So also faiths have evolved.
I:
You are the Lord and how is it that You are supporting the concept of
evolution.
Lord
Krishna: Because both creation and evolution are My sports only.
I:
Who is God? Can we define?
Lord
Krishna: Put the question as “What is “God”? Human inquisitiveness and enthusiasm
is God.
I:
The same question again, what is God?
Lord
Krishna:
“Atmabudhiprakaasam eva divyatvam va daivam
cha”.
He
explained: God is the glow of your mind. He is the reservoir of compassion in you
as your inner grace and love. God or Divinity is the invisible force in you and
is being experienced without your being conscious about it and you will be able
to experience it consciously too. All your mental activities are Divine guided
by Divinity. God is present in you always as Divinity and whenever you are
ego-free or transcended your ego that Divinity glows inyou as serenity, peace
and bliss. In reality and essence He is You.
:Thus
Human consciousness filled with peace, silence and bliss is God. Human mind
absorbed in these is known as released mind. The mental state then is moksha.
I:
Why God causes miseries to human beings?
Lord
Krishna: God does not cause anything but happiness and peace to human beings.
God’s language is compassion. Everything else is human creation, illusion and
misunderstanding. Wrong knowledge leads to misery. Right knowledge keeps mind
peaceful.
I:
What is right knowledge?
Lord
Krishna: Knowledge is always compared with light and illumination. Possessing
right knowledge is getting illumined. The knowledge which gives peace of mind
and which prevents from losing this peace of mind during the vicissitudes of
life is the right knowledge. Thus the right knowledge dispels our already
acquired knowledge not able to give us peace of mind, which elders compare with
darkness (tamas). Elders warn us that such acquiring and possession of right
knowledge can make one arrogant. Actually one must be very careful and should
not fall in more darkness by using it for self-aggrandizement (andham tamam pravisanti).
The
knowledge that humans are limited in their abilities, capabilities and the
realization that one must cultivate humility and keep equanimity of mind both
in elated and adverse situations is also right knowledge. You must also know that
being religious and being spiritual differ slightly but profoundly. One can be
spiritual without being religious. Religion is the dress and ornaments we wear.
Spirituality is our essence. Shedding ego is essential for progress in
spirituality.
I:
Why human beings are angry with and violent to fellow human beings and make all
lives miserable? And why are You not preventing such atrocities?
Lord
Krishna: We do not want to rob the human beings of their independence and
liberty. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Even Gods can not
poke their noses into such situations. The course chain of action and reaction
has to get completed. Then only We can act.
I:
You spoke more as a physicist than God. What are the means of Your action?
Lord
Krishna: The compassionate hearts amd wise minds of humane human beings are our
means of action. We act through them at the appropriate moment. We seldom act
independently and individually.
I:
What is your comment about people who consult astrologers, vaastu experts,
numerologists, swaamis, sanyaasis, baabaas, ammaas, and the like?
Lord
Krishna: Such reliefs are the attraction of weak and anxious and wavering minds
not containing Me. The minds filled
by Me do not get attracted to these reliefs. Believe in Me, you are relieved of
every physical, mental, or other afflictions. Did I not say in Bhagawadgita,
ananyaan
chintayanto maam
ye
janaaha paryupaasate
teshaam
nitaabhiyuktaanaam
yoga
kshemam vahaami aham
sarva
dharmaan parityajya
maamekam
saranam vraja
aham
twaam sarva paapebhyo
moksyayishyaami
maa suchaha
III
I:
Why people feel miserable?
Lord
Krishna: They feel miserable when events do not take place as they expect or
when they do not get the things they aspire for; and when unexpected things
happen.
I:
But poverty also makes one miserable.
Lord
Krishna: Yes. That is why haves must also take care of the have nots.
I:
Lord Budddha says desire is the root cause of misery.
Lord
Krishna: Desire is not the root cause of misery. The nature of human beings is
to desire. There is no problem with desiring. The person who desires must know
that what all one desires one need not or may not attain. They must be ready
for disappointment also. Then there is no misery. One must cultivate the trait
of taking things in one’s own stride and must learn the art of absorbing
pleasant and unpleasant words, events, and happenings.
I:
Why human beings sometimes suffer for no apparent reason?
Lord
Krishna: It is in human nature to suffer. When there are no real afflictions,
one invents some. Continuous happiness bores individuals. And it is in nature also; order and disorder
follow each other. It is a universal rule.
I: Why so many isms have proliferated?
Why You allowed such proliferation?
Lord Krishna: Origin and evolution of
isms are natural processes just as the sprouting and growth of vegetation.
Every kind sprouts and grows. It is your wisdom which must decide which
vegetation must be allowed to remain and which is to be rooted out.
I: You are not taking any
responsibility.
Lord Krishna: I have already told that
We act through living beings; and through animate and inanimate things too.
They are both our medium and means of action.
I: You told that human inquisitiveness
and enthusiasm is God. Can I also add that God is a beautiful, romantic,
pleasant, blissful and peace-giving imagination, feeling and idea of human
beings.
Lord
Krishna: You have put it very beautifully. And it is always a puzzle whether We
created you or you created Us. But it is a fine and beautiful arrangement. You
made your transitory lives significant and purposeful by inventing Us, the
Gods.
I:
It seems to me that we mutually created each other.
Lord
Krishna: Yes, true.
I:
What is Your message to non-believers?
Lord
Krishna: Let the non-believers scrutinize their behaviors and limitations
before denying My Existence or before ridiculing and abusing God and believers.
Let them live righteously. When you live righteously you need not believe in
any. Righteousness protects you. Dharmo
rakshati rakshitaha;
Criticizing
God and Divinity is not righteousness. It is not civilized behavior too.
Atheists
are also believers. They believe that I do not exist. Devotees believe that I
exist. How is it, one belief is rational and other is not when both are beliefs
only. This is all the play of different peculiar natures and traits in humans.
It is not essential to believe in the existence of God. It is essential to have
belief in oneself and in one’s existence and to possess compassion. Compassion is a Divine Quality. Everything
else is futile discussion and waste of time. It leads no where.
I:
Why You distract us with attractions and entertainments like cinema, TV, etc.,
and keep us glued to them; and not allow us to remember You, chant Your sweet divine
Name and see that we are always engaged in Your smaranam.
Lord
Krishna: I do not do anything here. Only your natures guide you.
I:
Why won’t you prevent us from such engagements doing something to our natures?
Lord
Krishna: I only can transcend nature.
I:
And also we view, find and experience You, Your Divinity and Presence in the
love of men for women, women for men, husbands for wives, wives for husbands,
parents for children, children for parents, humans for humans, and among other
creation. And this compassionate and delightful sport of You, making us see you
in and among us, is most dear to me.
Lord
Krishna: A very shrewd and aesthetic observation. I bless you.
IV
I:
You said in Bhagawadgita,
Karmanyevaadhikaraha
te
maa
phaleshu kadaachana
maa
karmaphala hetur bhoohu
maa te
sango stva karmani
I
have something to say and ask about the above utterance of You.
I
want to do my bit in all my endeavors. But I can not stop myself from thinking
about the result of my action. But You forbade such thinking and asked us to
just do our bit without thinking about the fruits of our doings and leave
everything to You without getting entangled ourselves with the actions we
perform. When we do not have attachment to our actions or fruits can we have
motivation to act at all? I, of course, know that we need Your grace for
everything to give fruits to our actions. Please resolve this dilema in me.
Some
how I am not able to leave everything to you and I feel that as
irresponsibility.
Lord
Krishna: You follow your intuition. Thoughts, feelings, volitions, and the like
are generated by samskaara – the
inbuilt tendencies which are genetic and previous karma - i.e., earlier actions.
I:
Even though You said in Bhagawadgita,
Vaasaamsi
jeernaani yathaa vihaaya
Navaani
gruhnaatu naro aparaani
Tathaa
sareeraani vihaaya jeernaani
Annyaani
samyaati navaani dehee
I
intuitively believe that there are no further births and rebirths. Then from
where this previous karma is
accumulated.
Lord
Krishna: What do you mean by births and rebirths?
I:
When this body dies the soul transmigrates and attains a new body as torn out
clothes are shed and new ones are worn- and this is the meaning of your
utterance “vassamsi jeernaani..”
quoted by me above.
Lord
Krishna: Your understanding about births and rebirths is not proper. Birth
means, rise of ego, or self-consciousness in the form of me, mine, identifying falsely
the “I” with the body and associated mental traits, gender, nationality and
social status etc., and associated thoughts; death means absorption of this ego
in Atman or Brahman and cessation thoughts about false “I”. Then the ego sets. Soul
is not correct translation for Atman
or Brahman. “Self” is the correct
translation which represents and signifies the word Atman fully and completely.
Rise
of ego when we wake up from sleep is birth. Absorption of ego in Atman in deep sleep is death. Again rise
of ego when we wake up is rebirth. That is all. There is no transmigration of Atman as many believe.
Like
this rise and set of ego happens for all the duration of the body living. Only
these are births and deaths. Indulging in or engaged in or involved in feelings,
thoughts, moods and the like is living. Cessation of these is dying. All this
happens in the observation of Prajnaanam,
i.e., My Self. I am Prajnanaghana and
am the witness and seer of all happenings within and without the body.
Human
beings normally have to live for hundred years. Some may die earlier and some
later. Once the body becomes inert, that is, dies, everything ceases to be. We
can perform all our duties and actions as long as the body is alive.
All
your learning, knowing, perception, reasoning, , intellectual functions,
experience, understanding, urges, volitions, teaching, communicating, feeling
pains, hurts, joys, esctcasies, and
indulging in all kinds of actions happen through the energy generated from Me.
Thus
all your living and dying before the body actually dies takes place in My
presence and observation. And everything, ego, self-consciousness, occurrence
of mental functions and their cessations, dissolve in Me daily and absorption
of ego in Me while the body is alive is Liberation, or Jeevanmukti. Nothing outlives death of the body.
I:
But many interpreted it in a different way and also You are contradicting Your
own “vaasaamsi jeernaani…” statement!
Lord
Krishna: You have faith in Me and My present Utterance and listen to me. Ignore
every other interpretation.
I:
Some say that Your devotees are identical with You and are even superior to
You. What do You say about this?
Lord
Krishna: Anything in limits is alright.
I:
What is progress in life and what is living?
Lord
Krishna: One will not get in life what all one aspires for. But one must
continue living cheerfully and this continuance is progress in life.
V
I:
A Jnaani or enlightened spiritual
person is equated with children. Why so?
Lord
Krishna: A child’s concentration is completely on what is happening now. And
the child completely forgets about it moment after the event. They do not carry
any baggage called past or future. They live in the Present. The aim, purpose
and use of spirituality are to acquire the ability to live in the Present and
be peaceful always.
I:
Is it possible?
Lord
Krishna: One must not entertain doubts or apprehensions. One must have complete
faith. Do not waste time in doubting or apprehending; do your duty properly at
the appropriate time unmindful of the result and leave the fruits to Me. If you
think of result you can not concentrate on the present work and your efficiency
in doing the work suffers and you will not be able to do the work according to
your ability and capability. They will be punctured if you divert your
attention to the results of your actions.
I:
I also like Your Divine Sport of causing us the illusion that we are doing
everything by our abilities even though the reality is You doing every thing.
Lord
Krishna: I admire and appreciate your humility in ascribing every thing to Me
and My ability or sport though the reality is you do every thing and give the
credit to me.
I:
Lord You are the Master of the Universe. Why won’t You remove unhappiness,
difficulties, crimes, atrocities and the like?
Lord
Krishna: I long to do it. But you have been not allowing Me to do that.
I:
You can punish us for our wrong doings.
Lord
Krishna: I have been punishing the wicked from times immemorial, but of no
avail. Fresh people do fresh wrongs, crimes etc.,. You always keep Me busy with
your wrong doings. You never allow me to take some rest. I have always to be on
tenter-hooks and attentive else I may punish wrongly.
I:
So this has to go on like this.
Lord
Krishna: Yes.
Still,
Paritraanaaya
saadhoonaam
Vinasaayacha
duskrutaam
Dharma
samsthapanaarthaaya
Sambhavaami
yuge yuge
VI
I:
What is the use of Your Presence?
Lord
Krishna: My Presence gives peace of mind for the needy. I also help them to
shine in their respective endeavors. I will make them experience the bliss of
achievement just as the Sun just by and through his presence is responsible for
all life to go on.
I:
Where are You?
Lord
Krishna: I am in your Faith, Understanding and heart.
I:
Do You exist otherwise?
Lord
Krishna: I am present always and everywhere, while you are there, and also before
and after your existence. Do you exist?
I:
Do not be diplomatic in answering. You are sounding more philosophical and vedantic.
Lord
Krishna: I am known for my diplomacy, teasing nature, romanticism and
compassion. Vedanta is the
description, summing up and essence of all Existence-Mine, yours and
Universe’s.
I:
You pervade the Universe and are present in every thing and everywhere. So You
are associated with cruelty, violence, cheating, killers, and the like negative
things and vices also.
Lord
Krishna: The things you narrated are not Divine Things or Qualities.
I:
So You are not present every where and in everything or in every person.
Lord
Krishna: There is no Time or Space, when or where I am not present. But My Presence
is superimposed by demonic qualities and I am masked. This is the illusion
created by ignorance, false identity and knowledge.
I:
You are taking shelter behind logic.
Lord
Krishna: I am the Form of Logic and also I can transcend logic. When all reasoning,
logic, doubt, apprehension, disbelief die I will shine and one can experience
Me.
I:
Some monks, Peethaadhipatis, sanyasis,
god-men, god-women, feel that they are superior to house-holders and even are
arrogant enough to claim that they are Gods themselves.
Lord
Krishna: I disappear whenever and where ever ego in any form and arrogance, rise.
I:
Many of these “spiritual” practitioners are not genuine, and claim that they
took this job to help house-holders cross samsaara
and attain moksha.
Lord
Krishna: It is their profession and they have to claim like that only. They
mastered the art of self-aggrandizing. They spend all their time, energy and
ability to build these illusive “spiritual” empires. These persons are like the
wooden spoon in the sweet dish. They are always with and in the sweet dish,
they serve it to all but they do not know the sweet taste of the dish. If they
know the taste they prefer to be silent and humility fills in their minds.
I:
So “spiritual persons” like these when not able to shed their ego are another
kind of house-holders only, is it not?
Lord
Krishna: True. They boost their ego by
thinking they are able to attract many successful and rich people of the
society and they tend to use the social status of their “devotees“ for personal
purpose too. They have more commitments than the house-holders, manage huge
properties, large amounts of cash and taint themselves by deluding to indulge
in the same forbidden acts which they warn the house-holders to shun.
I:
Thus monks, sanyasis etc., engaged in financial transactions and owning
properties are also house-holders only.
Lord
Krishna: Yes. They are house-holders of different kind. Their dress, ornamental
and attractive speeches are used to earn more and more of both money and popularity.
They are actually the runners of large house-holds.
I:
So just claiming they abstain from sex does not make them sanyasis.
Lord
Krishna: Yes. Who is afraid of or shuns opposite sex or sexual enjoyment can
not be a spiritual person. Merely abstaining from enjoyment of sex won’t make
one spiritual. Sometimes enjoying sex helps one to become and remain a shining
spiritual person.
You take My example. I have eight wives,
sixteen thousand cowherd-damsels, Radha and the like and I enjoy sex with them.
But I am known as “nitya brahmachari”.
Keeping the mind clean and unwavering and not identifying with the doer and not
attached to the fruits of action makes one spiritual. You eat food when you are
hungry and just will forget about it once it is over and until you are hungry
again and will be involved in your other duties undisturbed. Same is true with
enjoying sex. Any one shuns or is afraid of women is a coward and is behaving
against nature and ends up in always thinking about opposite sex and sex with
them.
I:
Why these gurus bore us with many dos and don’ts which they themselves exempt
from and try to look down us for doing all these natural things?
Lord
Krishna: These commercial spiritual workers as I said earlier, never tasted the
bliss of being spiritual. How can they make you experience it? Their
scholarship, conversational and oratory skills, money and vanity around amuse
you and attract you.
Note:
A
real guru is like catalyst in the chemical reaction. He enhances the speed of
happening of the reaction and once the reaction is complete just leaves. He
only enhances the rate of the reaction. He never participates in the reaction
and remains the same before and after the reaction. You only will change. Once
you change, there is no need of any guru any more.
I:
You know much chemistry too.
And
if the Guru leaves, after the reaction has taken place, how we will proceed in
spiritual quest from then onwards?
Lord
Krishna: I am omniscient. I know all disciplines.
Your
intuition plays the role of guru and guides after your guru leaves you. Real
spiritual teachers know this and their concern is always to help you and not
get help from you or make you their slaves for life.
The
popularity and fame attained by fake gurus make them arrogant boosting their ego
and this will lead to their downfall.
Such
people can never attain moksha. And
can never help their devotees attain moksha.
I:
What is moksha (salvation)?
Lord
Krishna: I answered this earlier. Again listen. Shedding ego and not having self-consciousness
is moksha. Once self-consciousness
gets dissolved, I, who am present always within you as Prajnaanam, will shine as pure consciousness, peace, bliss, silence
and unoccupied awareness. You will be I.
And
moksha is attained by the Grace of
God. Your intense desire to attain moksha
and practice of spiritual methods make God to have Grace on you and lead and
guide you till moksha is attained by you. God’s Grace is like grip of tiger.
Once it gets the grip, tiger never allows the prey to escape from it. So also
God never leaves the aspiring devotee till devotee attains moksha. From then
onwards it is the business and duty of God to take care of you and give you moksha. Your only duty during this period
is to adhere to His words, teachings and the wise words of seers and sages and
the dos and don’ts prescribed by them.
VII
I:
You said that if we desire intensely and are in the spiritual path sincerely,
God showers His Grace and takes us into His fold. But observation of me and
others is also that God is sometimes partial in showering His Grace and does it
selectively. Some devotees are pampered and also are dealt with special care
and some others are tested and not cared for despite their sincere prayers and
genuine devotion.
Lord
Krishna: Yes I too am aware of two ways of Lord’s attention for His devotees.
The two ways are known as ‘maarjaala kisora nyaayam’ and ‘kapi kisora nyaayam’.
In
‘maarjaala kisora nyaayam’ Lord takes care of the devotees as mother Cat takes
care of its off spring. The Lord Himself on His own completely graces and
guides them even before they make efforts to reach God. Such concern is shown
in initiating and sustaining His love and affection for them.
In
‘kapi kisora nyaayam’, the devotees cling and clutch to the Lord as the monkey
infant clings and clutches its mother monkey firmly and strongly and the mother
monkey appears indifferent to and unmindful of the infant and jumps from one
branch to another with utter disregard for the safety of the off spring. The
off spring alone appears concerned and the mother monkey not at all.
But
these are only two different ways and the Lord is equally compassionate and
merciful. Devotees are made to always think of Him in both the processes.
Apparent indifference in the second case is sport of the Lord.
I:
You said You are Omniscient, are You adept in sciences, arts, skills, languages
and fine arts?
Lord
Krishna: Yes. From Me only all these have originated and will dissolve in me only
at pralayam.
I:
What is pralayam?
Lord
Krishna: The mental phase or state when all mental functions in the form of
experiences, understanding, moods, intuitions, urges, senses, meanings, thoughts,
feelings, perceptions, knowing, learning, teaching, communicating, cease to be.
The phase of Brahman or Atman experiencing bliss, peace and silence is the state of pralayam.
I:
So pralayam is not the time when all
the universe is inundated with water and You alone remain on Adisesha in yoga nidra.
Lord
Krishna: Yes. In the word yoga nidra, yoga means of union; union of ego,
self-consciousness, possessed by individuals with Me and nidra means cessation of all the mental activities.
I
am the source, sustainer and dissolver of mind, its functions and the
projections it creates of the external and internal world as knowing,
perception, logic, reasoning, experience, understanding, insight, mood, urge,
intuition, volition, language capabilities, secular and subject knowledge and
skills and their performance.
I:
I know that music is flow of harmonious
sounds in the form of tunes; language and literature as flow of sense and
meaning; social sciences and physical sciences as flow of concepts, ideas,
expressing and leading to understanding and insight; philosophy as flow of
experience. What is spirituality?
Lord
Krishna: Spirituality is flow of peace, bliss, silence, unalloyed love for the
Lord releasing one from bonds and makes one liberated, independent and free
from unnecessary disturbing feelings, thinking, and helps in efficiently performing one’s duties in
worldly activities.
I:
Both sinners and righteous people seek Your help, to whom You respond?
Lord
Krishna: I respond to everyone. I will see to it that justice and truth prevail
over malice and selfish intentions.
I:
What is your opinion about love?
Lord
Krishna: Love and lust happen naturally and transcend societal expectations,
restrictions, obligations and morals. My love affair with Radha is an
illustrious example in this regard. It is advaita in practice.
I:
If morals are not followed in love and lust, will it not be a negative example
and role model and lead to chaos?
Lord
Krishna: Love happens naturally. Love happens as
south breeze touches; as flowers bloom; as moon-light cools; as sunshine warms;
as affectionate and dear touch soothes; as rivers flow; as currents swirl; as
waves drench; as rains pour; as bliss fills; as peace descends and as Divinity
obliges and illumines. Loving is a delightful human trait. The one who is not
drenched by rain and who has not fallen in love does not exist. Love defies
logic or reasoning or standards in all aspects and respects. The origin and
dissolution of the Universe and other happenings are alternate order and chaos
and sometimes simultaneous order and chaos.
Love, when associated with sincerity,
and the love is unalloyed, is a sure means for attaining advaita state of mind, that is, the state of bliss, peace and
silence.
I: Rajneesh also said this.
Lord Krishna: He confused love with
enjoying sex and confined to sexual act, thus attracted many in his initial
days and got stuck there. Love of his brand is not enlightened and emancipating.
The joy given by carnal pleasure is not extended and transcended. The act is a
first step and not the only step in the path of attaining spirituality and
salvation. Many waste their lives in indulging in the physical intimacies and
will never reach spiritual heights. That is why Rajneesh himself could not save
from the disgrace he experienced in the last phase of his life.
Love is primary trait of living beings.
But in practice it is confused as just engaging opposite sex with intelligent
words and phrases and acts, without both individuals surrendering their
identities to the sublime faith, understanding, and insight needed for success,
bliss and contentment, So most of the times ditching takes place and hearts
break.
Love is a double-edged knife. One must
handle it carefully.
I:
Is it a must that we must follow brahmacharyam
to have a glimpse and then an experience of You?
Lord
Krishna: What do you mean brahmacharyam?
I:
Abstaining from sex.
Lord
Krishna: The meaning of brahmacharyam
is to freely roam in Brahman. All the
seers always enjoy the meanings of spiritual expressions (vedaanata vaaakyeshu sadaa ramanti) and merge their minds in the
purport and import (essence) of the expressions. That is called brahmacharyam. And thus brahmacharyam
means to keep Me always in your thoughts, feelings and moods and have an
understanding and insight of Me in and through all your actions-secular and
spiritual.
I:
So one can happily enjoy sex and also can be a spiritual aspirant.
Lord
Krishna: Definitely and undoubtedly. Spirituality never forbids fulfillment of
natural desires. The desire to have sex is as pious as the desire to attain moksha. “kaami gaaka mokshakaami kadu”- that means, one who does not know to
desire can not desire moksha also.
I: Societal objections?
Lord
Krishna: Take care of them. I will take care of you. Always chant my name.
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I:
Some are engaged in the refurbishing of culture, religion etc., and feel but
for them nothing happens and feel they are superior to ordinary folks like me
and they many times completely forget You and take credit for all their achievements
and also are hijacking Indian culture for selfish purposes. Why are You
allowing this and are not ridding them of their illusion and uncultured acts?
Lord
Krishna: All actions are inspired by rajo
guna. Such persons will have such tendencies. I will enter when they are
completely masked by illusion, and I shall do the needful for the society.
I:
You said that you know all subjects, skills, fine arts and languages? How is it
possible?
Lord
Krishna: Know that I am saastra yoni,
the womb of all knowledge. Know that I am silence, the essence of all the languages.
Languages in the form of meanings, sentences, words and expressions originate
and dissolve in silence thus enabling you to know, cognize, perceive, intuit,
experience, understand and become knowledgeable, scholars and intellectuals.
I:
Numerous sects are available in Hindu religion believing in many Gods and Goddesses.
How You reconcile them and maintain harmonious relationship among them? Is
there a superior sect in Hinduism?
Lord
Krishna: As God it is my duty to keep harmony in society, creation and
universe. Not only We, the Gods and Goddesses, manage Hindu sects, but also all
religions together.
I:
Do You all Gods of all religions meet regularly?
Lord
Krishna: Yes We meet and try to reconcile through humane human beings. We will
be continuously striving and trying for peaceful coexistence of all human
beings of all denominations, nature, other living beings and the whole Universe
as a whole.
I:
Why You have created caste system? You so clearly claimed about it in
Bhagawadgita saying “mayaa srustam ..” and took the credit for that.
Lord
Krishna: A seer like you put those words in my mouth.
I:
Did You not create caste system?
Lord
Krishna: When human being is clouded with ego and illusive identity with body
and social status, creates and sees these differences; when becomes spiritual,
does not see these differences.
I:
You again turned vedantic.
Lord
Krishna: No, not at all. You have studied and are teaching physics. Can same
substance be solid and liquid simultaneously? At a particular time and space it
is solid. At the same space or another space at a different time it is liquid.
When solid is there liquid ceases to exist and is absent. When liquid is
present solid ceases to exist and is absent. Same substance transforms both
ways under the influence of energy available and environment. Energy changes
and transforms. Delusion as superior or otherwise is influence of maya, the
virtual form of mental energy.
Similarly
in a particular phase of mind and perception, one is discriminative. The same
person in a different phase of mind with insight is above discrimination.
I
termed such persons as samadarsinaha in
the stanza:
Vidyaa
vinaya sampanne
Braahmane
gavi hastini
Sunichaiva
swapake cha
Panditaaha
samadarnihana
As
long as egos exist so long exist these discriminations.
Even
now you are all not treating all human beings equally. White skinned people
discriminate against black and brown skinned people. Political parties,
regional group leaders and caste champions, all have their own unchallenged
reverse discriminations. Trade union leaders are behaving as caste leaders and
created new caste system and are exploiting you.
Even
now University teachers, bank employees, daily wage laborers, are all not
living equally. And all of them have their own egos and identities. They do not
agree all of them are equal. They feel superior or inferior. And observe
nature, you will realize that equality is a myth and nature possesses all kinds
of stuff which are not equal but are different and diverse. Only NGOs and
politicians talk about and profess equality even though they breach their own
lecturing in action.
Profession
always brings in vanity. Discrimination for or against exists always. The form
of practice only changes. Then or now, certain social and political groups
dominate the social scene and corner the benefits. And vehemently denounce and
silence who ever points out their selfish behavior, which behavior they
criticize in others.
All
human beings are opportunistic. They commend or criticize to suit their
purposes. No one is above board in this regard. If majority agree, injustice
displaces justice and glitters as “divine” dispensation.
And
in practice no one observes and can observe equality. It is impossible. All of
you, including the people claiming fighting against discrimination
discriminate. Just as a cat assumes that no one is observing it when it drinks
milk closing its eyes, so also these fighters against discrimination assume.
Until
they are rudely shocked and awakened with courage, throwing on their face
proofs for their wrong doings and discriminations they practice, they thrive
talking and denouncing culture, scholarship, and use caste for their selfish
ends and do not allow caste system to be removed.
Have-nots
are exploited by your politicians in the name of every division. They are
actually perpetuating these divisions for their vote bank politics. They will
never allow you to get integrated and feel as one nation, race and
discrimination and exploitation of citizens goes on unchecked.
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I:
But there is a long standing and vehement criticism from Buddhism, Jainism days,
that Brahmins and Brahmanism are responsible for all societal ills and
discriminations for the way they have exploited the other caste and communities’
people in India.
Lord
Krishna: Now politicians have taken their place. Politicians now found vested
interest in these divisions and never allow you all to feel and live as one
society. They won’t allow you to rob them of their livelihood.
I:
And I observe that Brahmins were never in charge of technology and engineering
in India.
Civil
and other types of engineering, ship-building, cart- and house building, metallurgy,
textiles, dye manufacturing, sculpting, gem polishing, gold ornaments making,
making of alloys, all crafts, Dance, music and other fine arts, farming, and
all such skills and technological and engineering vocations were never held by
Brahmins. Now also the craze is for engineering and technology courses only.
Then
I do not understand the criticism against Brahmins and Brahmanism that has been
going on in India from times immemorial and now, even though they never held
engineering and technology professions since ancient times and from the
beginning engineering and technology professions have been managed by other
caste or community people only. Discrimination as You have commented exists
then, and now in a reverse way.
Lord
Krishna: Whatever be the epoch, any profession must give livelihood and prevent
one from starving and the basic needs of food, clothing and shelter are met.
Persons engaged in the professions may change but the professions remain same
in any society in any age.
I:
You are correct Lord. Various vocations were managed and maintained by various
communities. Now also it is happening. But caste in the old sense is used not
to have related vocation but to grab seats and jobs in the name of peculiar
justice.
And
are You a God created by Brahmins and are You fond of Brahmins?
Lord
Krishna: I am fond of scholarship, spirituality, justness, reality and truth
and of course, sringara. I am fearless too to speak about them. I am not fond
of just one community. But I am fond of enlightened persons and humane human
beings who are righteous, perform their duties and if possible also help their fellow
human beings and creation around with compassion, love and care.
And
I Myself Am not a Brahmin according to Vyasa. And sage Vyasa himself is not a
Brahmin in the technical sense of the term and common perception.
In
reality I am personification of Love and Compassion transcending every division
and classification.
All
are dear to Me. I am dear to all.
I:
What do you say about gay and lesbian relationships?
Lord
Krishna: What you say about them?
I:
These relationships have been existing from times immemorial. Only now we are
making a fuss about it. We have so many information giving channels that every
phenomenon is grabbed and treated as fodder for getting ratings. I feel giving
publicity for every thing is not wise. You must know which one to share and
which one to conceal or not care about.
Humans
are male or female by body and also by mind. In male bodies male hormones and
in female bodies the female hormones secrete which make them man or woman. Body
is primary and secretions make and form the mind. But if female hormones get
secreted in male body, automatically the female mind in male body gets
attracted to male body and the same happens when male hormones get secreted in
female bodies and such women get attracted to fellow women.
Lord
Krishna: You have put it well. The thing here is the secretion of opposite sex
hormones in a male or female body; and thus making them have ‘unnatural’ sexual
preferences. Sex is ninety percent mental and only one percent physical. That
is why Cupid in Indian mythology is called Manmatha-who churns mind and heart.
Sex
is only one aspect but chief aspect of human lives. That is why it is debated
so much.
Better
ignore such things if one feels unpalatable.
I:
Even though I conversed so long and You are gracious enough to answer me with
love, affection and care I feel the life of a human being takes the course of a
rudderless boat in the vast ocean of time drifting and not sailing in a
controlled way. I do not mean that You are not doing anything in relation to
this but I get the feeling of left alone or unattended, or allowed to drift, by
repeatedly observing the course of lives of myself and my near and dear and
also generally the lives of people in the society. And it appears as such that
things are happening in a random and not in an orderly way.
Lord
Krishna: It is not so. There is invisible force behind. Just as there is an
order in the evolution of species there is also an order in the course of human
lives.
I:
You are again talking more as a scientist, but scientists give the nature of
force.
Lord
Krishna: Where is the rule that God should not be a scientist? Are your
attempts for a unified field theory bear any fruits?
I:
We are in the process of unifying and will give the explanation when we arrive
at it. For the present we do not have the equations or explanation.
Lord
Krishna: That is nice. Just as equations and explanation for your unified field
theory are presently not available, so also My explanation about the invisible
force influencing, counseling and guiding humans and life systems and the
Universe as a whole, is presently not available. I will make it available at
the appropriate and appointed time. Until then just believe in Me.
I:
Believing and having faith are against scientific spirit.
Lord
Krishna: Is it so? Does electron exist?
I:
Surely.
Lord
Krishna: Have you seen it or have conducted the experiment of J.J. Thomson and then
accepted the existence of electron?
I:
No.
Lord
Krishna: Why are you saying that electron exists and also lecturing about its
existence and subsequent science about it? You do not know that you have
believed in its existence by having faith in the sincerity of scientists and
accepted their authority blindly without you ever trying to prove the existence
of electron.
Similarly,
in spirituality and religion, authority rules and common people accept it
without questioning as you have accepted the authority of scientists and are believing
in the existence of electron unquestioningly.
I:
But, any time any one, can conduct the experiment of J. J. Thomson and verify
for oneself the existence of electron.
Lord
Krishna: Yes true. Similarly spiritual truths also can be verified. One does
not have any right and does not deserve, to criticize spiritual truths without
one ever trying to follow the path prescribed and conducting the spiritual
experiment. Spirituality is equal to and is even above every secular,
scientific etc., knowledge in that sense of scientific spirit and possesses
authority equal to them.
And
you must know that we know through three kinds of means: they are direct, through sense organs, by inferring as chemistry students never
see the radical but infer its presence by observing the result of their
experimental tests and then faithfully accepting the authority of
seers and enlightened spiritual persons just as ordinary science students,
teachers, lecturers and professors and research personnel, together with self
proclaimed rationalists, and the like,
accept the authority of earlier scientists without questioning without ever
conducting and trying their experiments with
belief and proceed from there; and rationalists blindly support every thing
scientific even though they never studied or learnt science. They merely
believe in things scientific but question things spiritual. Theirs is selective
rationalism.
So
knowledge is obtained and attained directly
through sense organs; by inference; and by accepting authority with faith.
These three means are same for acquiring any knowledge, scientific, spiritual
or worldly.
I: Thank you Lord for the beautiful and
delightful conversation, I take leave of You for now. Be my anchor. Play the
role to me as that of earth to trees, basement to buildings, mother to infants,
and father to children.
Lord Krishna: Welcome, yes I will be and
actually I have been to all of you that since start of Universe and life. I am
always for you, in you and with you. You can never take leave of Me. I am you
and you are I.
Samasta
sanmaangalaani bhavantu! Sarve janaaha sukhino bhavantu! Sreerastu! Subhamastu!
Note:
This series pauses for the time being
and resumes after a few weeks.
Bhakti (Devotion) is the most profound human emotion
that merges the individual’s identity with the Divinity. Bhakti has many
definitions. Two definitions are discussed here;
“Sa
(bhakti) tu asmin paramaprema roopa” –is the most famous and popular
definition of Bhakti from the Narada Bhakti Sutras. This means that Bhakti is the unalloyed love for God.
This love is paramam (ultimate). Paramam also means that this love
happens and exists without expecting anything in return. It is loving for the
sake of loving. In this process we employ our sense organs (eyes, ears, nose,
tongue and skin) to know about God and Divinity. Our eyes see his Divine Form.
Our ears listen to his Divine Name and deeds etc., We also employ our action
organs (movements of hands, movements of legs, movement of vocal chords
(speech) etc., to reach God through daily worship and chanting His Name and
other prayers. In Mukunda Mala,
Kulasekhara Alwar puts this very beautifully.
Jihve keertaya Kesavam – My tongue! Sing the
praise of Kesava!
Muraripum cheto bhaja – My mind! Always
think of the Enemy of the demon Mura!
Sridharam panidwandva samarcha – My pair of hands!
Worship Sridhara!
Achyuta kathaha srotra dwayam
tvam srunu
– My pair of ears! Listen to the stories of Achyuta!
Krishanm lokaya lochana dwaye – My pair eyes! Behold
Krishna!
Harergachanghriyugmaalayam – My pair of feet! Go
to Hari’s abode!
Jighra ghraana Mukunda paada
tulaseem
– My nose! Smell the fragrance of tulasi at Mukunda’s feet!
Moordha nama Adhokshajam – My head! Bow to
Adhokshaja!
It
must be known to us that we know through sense organs and all this information
is stored as inner mental world in us. We get our thoughts and feelings based
on this accumulated information. If we accumulate mundane information we get
thoughts about mundane matters. If we accumulate sensual information we get
sensual thoughts. If we accumulate information about God and Divinity we get
thoughts about God and Divinity. We also act and react through action organs
(hands, legs, speech etc.,) depending on the information known through sense
organs and accumulated within us. This inner mental world with information
about outside world has already been formed in us since our infancy. We can
consciously change this inner mental world by rewriting on available
information the information about God and Divinity. This, we can do by
employing our sense organs as described and accumulate Divine Information. Then
we automatically get pleasant and blissful thoughts and feelings. That is how
our Elders have started the tradition of
Bhakti in which all our faculties and organs are involved with Divinity A
simple sloka from Mukunda Mala
like,
Namaami naaraayan pada pankajam (I salute to the lotus feet of
Narayana)
Karomi naraayana poojanam sada (I always do the worship of Narayana)
Vadaami narayaana nama nirmalam (I always utter the crystal pure name of
Narayana)
Smaraami narayana tatvam avyayam (I always contemplate on the Unchanging
nature of Narayana)
causes
communion with the Lord.
We
can accumulate information like this about our favorite Deity.
In
Sivananda Lahari Sri Sankraacharya
says:
Amkolam nijabija santati
ayaskantopalam suchika
Saadhvi naija vibhum lata
kshitiruham sindhussaritvallabham
Praapnoteeha yatha tatha
pasupatehe padaaravinda dwayam
Cheto vrittihi upetya tisthati
sada sa bhaktirituchyate
Meaning: Just as the seeds of Amkola tree stuck to it again, iron
needle is attracted to magnet, youthful woman reaches her husband, creeper
entwines the tree, and the river flows into the sea, so an individual is attracted
to and reaches Pasupati’s
(Siva’s)feet . Bhakti is state of
cessation of working or/and absorption in the Selfof antahkarnas (inner mental tools- manas, buddhi, chittam and ahamkaram) and resting thus always.
Many
more beautiful expressions about bhakti
are available in our literature. The most famous bhaktas (devotees) are spread
throughout our country. Some names are : The alwars and nayanamars of
Tamil country; Chaitanya Maha Prabhu, Jayadeva, Tukaram, Sakkubai,
Purandaradasa, Annamayya, Ramadasa, Kabir, Suradas, Haridas, Meerabai,
Narayanateertha, Sadasivebrahmendra, Tyagaraja and many such eminent
personalities. This is all saguna bhkti.
Let us see nirguna bhakti.
Swaswaroopa anusandhanaam bhakti
iti abhidheeyate–
is a famous nirguna definition of bhakti. This has interesting
implications. Bhakti is tuning our
selves to our original state and form the state of Saanta Rasa. This original state (rasa sthiti) is the state of bliss, peace and silence. In these
experience states, our identity as the individual is merged in the Real
Identity that is- ego, time and thought transcending state of mind. This
happens when we contemplate about spiritual expressions and arrive at the
destination i.e., rasa sthiti. This
approach is the path of artha bhaavanam
(contemplation on the meaning). When we understand we experience. When we
experience we understand. Experience and understanding are simultaneous. The
experience of meanings and senses of uttered (heard) sounds and sentences or
comprehension of Divine Utterances and their implications makes us reach the tatpara (absorbed and being one with tat (Divinity) or taatparya (purport or import or
rasa) state of language. We must be aware that we use the same mind to
learn and master the languages and rest of the disciplines as we use for doing
our tasks in daily life. The state of thoughts or feelings is known as vibhakti state of mind. We all know that vibhakti is case forms, endings and
terminations in the theory of language.
Patanjali and Bhartruhari have
initiated, nurtured and developed a theory of language acquisition and
communication making use of the same
Advaita concept of Vedantins. This will be dealt with in another article.
Bhakti thus is description of
devotion to favorite Deity and also the essential part and essence of the
theory of language.
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